Thursday, July 23, 2009
it finally happen. and it cant get any worst when you witness yourself, with your naked eye. i would even get a glimpse of hope if i heard and not see. at that moment, i feel the adrenaline rush to ran away, as far as possible, cry out loud and seek solace. i wont be in the best of mood for i-dont-know-how-long. i wont be able to entertain as much. and honestly i wont be alright. maybe i brought it upon myself too. why did i still remain optimistic when i knew things were never gg to happen the way i want it to be? do i really think that one day, miracle will really happen? right now, i think happiness will only happen in dreams. i know my friends love me, am truly grateful. (:
i have lost. totally lost. lost to myself ..
with ♥ 10:04 PM