Sunday, May 17, 2009
i cant talk abt my life now. its pretty messed up. family, sch,work etcccc. and until everything's quite settled, i remained moodless. cant focus much on anything. i wonder why i always have to fight for things.
i'm sorry if i have always showed a listless face in sch. i'm in much of gg thru bad days in my point of life. on top of that, i have this sore throat like nobody business. cant talk much and it pretty sucks.
negative this few days. cant helped it. more vulgarities too. cant helped it. after icas are done on mon and tues, i seriously need to go chill and cry for all i want. i wanna cry out loud.
i dun feel good in anyway. head pain, heart pain, body pain, mental pain..
cheer up i noe. stay happy i noe. smile always i noe. this are just encouraging words. but how do one really walk out of bad days?
support and pillar of strength. where do i get those from? anybody ans me? it feels that i'm ready to fall any moment.
competition for love, it is a D A M N tiring thing. i wanna give that up.
with ♥ 12:34 AM