Sunday, February 22, 2009
i went for a swim today & it was raining heavily.
vent all my frustrations, all my anger and sadness onto the swimming pool.
felt so much better after 1hr of swim.
did thinking while swimming too.
conclusions? maybe you are not the guy. maybe i should tell you. maybe we are of different worlds. and maybe... i shouldnt meet you again.
& i have a good mind of breaking all contacts with you.
see, this is how much it hurts. dear Lord, i need an another mr nice guy to come along into my life. you noe, sometimes you dun really have to follow another person footstep of living your life. live it your own original way. other people dun own you. you own yourself. do wad you want as long as you dun get yourself landed up in court or rehabilitation centre or jail. lastly, i dun understand why.
okie i'm done ranting for the day. 3 weeks of attachment starts tml. its ward 43 again. quite like that ward and i hope i get back ci xiuyu.
borrowed another book recently. its called the night tourist. nice book. it talks abt an underworld world below new york grand central station. nehmind, dun think readers will understand. hahahha shall save it for my own reference den. lol. anyway, i find greek mythology cool. so much to decode abt. and old english, its sure hard to learn. cheers! (;
with ♥ 9:43 PM