Wednesday, February 04, 2009
i think i'm developing paranoid behavior. i panic at the moment when i thought i forget to close the fridge door before leaving hse, iron switch not off, iron place too near bears den scared kena caught fire burn down hse, forget to lock doors. wthhhh. or is it just temporary short term memory? wadever it is, its making me feel so uneasy. zzz. i've got this dream yst night and it set my mind into a confusion state when i woke up. it felt so real that when i woke up i feel like crying, checking out how the other person is etc. xt and sh suggest i'm getting old (which is obviously nt true. -.- lol) and divert my thinking to other things coz later 梦想成真 den really die. aahhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
probably wad i need is reassurance? or does it shows that i'm insecure?
with ♥ 12:25 AM